8-9 Oktober. Daurah simulasi kehidupan seorang manusia. When asked why they came to the program, most of them said, they lost something. Darnah specifically said she lost herself. Too long of a semester break had broken them and they came here to mend it.

This was a month after they came back from their break, after a month of usrah, and I thought, haven't I mend anything? It occurred to me, although knowing this little fact for quite a long time, that you can't pour into the cups if your pot is empty. You can't rule a kingdom if you can't function properly.

You can't mend someone's heart if yours is broken and not taken care of. And that breaks me even more.